New Year.. New Hope.. I Hope..

What a year! I said when I looked back to what had happened in the year of 2020. That phrase “What a year!” can really have some meanings, either in a good way or in a bad way. 2020 had been the year where I learned so many things: From academic life to love life, friendships to professional life, almost anything you can imagine. Learning is never easy though because it requires some sacrifices, and sacrifices I did. But most of those sacrifices came in the form of sacrifices of my own feeling. I got hurt a lot, a lot more than I expected, but somehow I can endure it. Well I counted pre-pandemic 2020 as a different year as the pandemic part of 2020, where I got hurt the most. What caused me to get hurt? You must be asking. Most of the times my own decision led me to hurt myself more, in fact, all the time. However, there are always good times in between those sad times. I set up some goals in 2020, kind of found my mojo and settled up some things. One most important thing that I’ve learned in 2020 was to give less care about what others think. It is hard to do that but I’ve seen so much improvement in myself from doing that. A start of new year is here, I hope all the good things come to me and my loved ones during this hopefully happy years. I’m not good at words but I think this is a good start. I will write my contemplation and dream in the beginning of every month this year.